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*C*
Sunday, January 3, 2010
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- *C*
- feet in the air head on the ground. remaining unclassified and (relatively) untamed. sprightly wit. Late nights, long drives, poetry. INCOMPLETE and loose ends. The inextricable. the hell in hello and goodbye in more. nights out and in movies. psychomachy endless. staying in bed just because you can (when you really can't) road raging, free dancing. obvious weaknesses-and Inevitably backtracking. writing letters I never send. history channel at 5am (not so distant) memories suspended in peripheral vision. feckless and reckless. one-liners. tightly holding on and letting go lightly. unannounced party fleeing. metaphorical diving headlong into pools that you know are too shallow and you're Likely to crash and burn, it might hurt, but I do it anyway. absolutely bizarre dreams concerning unstable bridges, free falling airplanes, war flashbacks and hiding from the natives. Deja vous. Now and then, I make sense. the disappearing act (not from the party). details. always details. inherently detailed. coruscating smiles (yours, not mine). Resting between the lines and the fine prints come to life. brothers, sisters. Family. oh and writing my own ending.
Like I said on your facebook - keep writing every day if you can. As much as it helps you, it does even more for those of us who don't have your gift. We feel all our own emotions through your words. We laugh with you, cry with you, hope with you and love with you - we're all going through the same things in different lives, different times, but ultimately, pretty much the same. It's just that some of us can't express our own feelings with the beauty you can pull from all those emotions. You are my very special gift from a Father who knew I would need some help getting through all this. I hope you find something in me that can help you as much as you help me. ALL my love - Mama C
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